It's really fun to stand in the middle of Org, "grant" someone a bunch of lvls, and make everyone think you hacked WoW. Good times.

Recruit a friend sure came in handy. P:

Yes, pointless. But idc. haha. Its new. And yes. New. I'll add something else in the morning after I wake up due to the fact it is now 2:05am.

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Not to sound like a total fangirl... But yay. : D I just saw the preview for New Moon. Twice... And fuck. It looks good. The transformation looks really nice. Alice is just so cute and "". Frigg. I want to see it.

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M'kay. So ~followingseas blocked me from his page even though I stopped commenting. Now, I didn't even know this until someone told me to look at his journal which I was reluctant to do because I figured it would just be more about how "stupid" I am and how he thinks I'm a troll and all that crap. (Which I'm really sick of. If I wanted to troll him I know a lot better ways to fuck him up other than pissing him off on the internet). But I was really pissed to see how many people think that I would go through all the trouble to make another account just to harass him. People that I used to - while not consider friends - at least would talk to. Pft. Oh yeah, cause I'm defiantly a troll. So far only one or two people were able to see my actual comments that "started" this for what they were - and guess what THEY WERE NOT FLAMES. So I don't sugar coat things. Big deal. I tell it how I see it.

I friggen let it go and Earl is still holding onto it like a fighting dog with a death grip.

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Know that one saying?
The one that goes: "If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best." ?

The whole of my last journal really made me realize who can handle me at my worst - or part of it. And the countless people that couldn't.

Friends are also the family you choose. And for some of the people that might read this, I was in with that family for either a short time or long time or are still in it. But either way, I was still in your life for however length of time. And fate puts us all in eachothers life for different reasons. Some good, some bad. Granted, I was one of the bad ones that all of you could have gone without.

Truth be told, I've been refusing myself to get very close to any of you I'm friends with on the internet. There was always a certain point where the line was drawn and I started to pull away. But even though I did pull away after a certain point, I didn't show it.

This really has no point. But, since it seemed like everyone wanted for me to leave I'll just do that. I'll go away for a month or so, come back, and see if I want to stay. Who knows.

Later.

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Ok, I wasn't going to say anything originally, but yes, ok, I was dumb for saying what I did in my last journal. So an "adult" (yeah, he's really an adult, but not mentally all the time -.-) decided it was ok to act on the same level and still expected me to respect him. He started with the sarcastic and snide remarks that I didn't include him in. So I told him to stop spamming up my page - which he didn't do. Because, ya know, the adult always has to have the last word. So I blocked him from my page to prevent him from spamming it more. He tries saying I know nothing about relationships just because I'm 18 and have only been in one relationship - which has lasted over a year and a half and is still going strong. Ooh. Shocker. -.- Age. Doesn't. Matter. I'm sure everyone knows who it is, but people like ~followingseas really piss me off, trying to say how I shouldn't act so "childish" then doing it themselves. -.- Just had to get that off my chest. Kthanxbai.

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lol. Finally. (: The vast majority over at BS finally learned that I'm not a little good girl. "Flamed" some dumb child. Then when they said how dumb I was I told them to shut up. Silly people at BS think the week long ban will bother me. (: I actually feel sorry for the Question Section. Not the people - the section. The last mod does a pretty piss poor job at keeping it tidy. When I left the first time I came back cause I still cared a bit about BS and that section was so neglected. So I fixed it up. I'm going to love to see how it looks soon. (:

Baha. This is just funny. Lmfao. The stupid mods can't even fill out a "banning reason" the right way:
Reason indicated by the moderators :
Multiple accounts -
Lazy people. (:

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Lol, this also makes me laugh. So this kid said it wasn't going to pay attention/comment on what I said. And after my last comment telling the kid to shut it if it didn't like what I was says said :
"P.S. as I said, I'm not responding to Tibb anymore so I won't say anything about her comment."

And anyone with a brain knows that that - in itself - is responding. Tsk. Silly child-thing.

It actually makes me laugh reading the comments. (: Stupid and a troll. Too bad I'm far from stupid. And last I knew trying to make someone look at things from a different point of view wasn't being a troll. (: Baha. The mods there just don't like me. (:

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Lol, know what I've never quite understood: how can you get more than one life-sentence? I was looking through old news articles on the web and it just doesn't seem to make since. Failure at going over that in government. Anyone have a logical answer?

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So confused right now.

I don't know what I want.

The only thing I do know what I want is him.

That'll never change. I know that.

But... Ugh...

I hate being confused.

And I have one week.

One week to decide the rest.

One week could change the rest.

One week could either make it

or break it.

And I don't know if I could handle the later...

He says one thing, but my mind takes it as another.

Yes, love is love. That, too, won't change between us.

We've been through hell and back together and he still means more than the world to me.

And I to him.

So is this just another "test" - if you will?

One week...

Seven days...

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Sorry for not being on for a bit. Things kinda... bleh. They don't suck but they aren't great... ya know? I really need a break from everything. Like my own little world where I can go and time on earth stands still so no one knows I'm gone but it seems like a while where I'm at. Just something so I can collect myself. I hate basically having to be different people. At school I'm just what people normally think of me. Work, I pretend to be happy and without a care in the world. With Tim is the only time I really feel... safe? happy? Well, its the only place I really feel cared about that's for sure.

There really isn't a point to this journal other than yeah, I'm still alive. I guess.

Hate making any religious concept comments or whatever in the least. But if you could all pray or keep my band director in your thoughts. The other week she told us how her oldest child, a 3 year old girl, had been really sick lately. So they were bringing her to the doctor to get her tested for mono. If it wasn't that they would have to test her for leukemia. Well... it wasn't mono and the test for leukemia came back positive. So our teacher has been gone for about a week now. Thankfully her daughter has the treatable kind and through an e-mail our teacher has told us she is responding very well to the drugs so far! But.. it still has got to be horrible. I cannot even begin to imagine that. This little girl is the sweetest thing ever and it's horrible that it happened to her. Even though her daughter is responding well to the drugs, its still going to be a long road for the family.

Um. Yeah. There's really not much I have left to say. Sorry if I'm not on for a long period of time. Our internet might go away for a while. >: -hates on life-

Blah... Peace. Or.. something.

Oh, and HAPPY EARTH DAY

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